Yearning.. By: Rayne

As i touch your soft skin. You tremble. You moan. I make you smile as i kiss from your neck to your belly button. I lick the sweet nectar of life from your neck, being ever so gentle but nibbling at the same time. I can hardly control myself at this point. I put my skin against your skin, body to body. I love how it feels! I feel the connection. I want to feel all of your body. I want all of your kisses. I want you NOW!!

Family..By: Shawna

I have a family that loves me. A lover who cares. I have a new father figure and he loves me like one of his own. i miss my puppy constantly. He is the light of my life. He follows me around day and night. and sleeps with me under the covers. And wakes up with good morning kisses. My mother is my hero. she is my everything and more. withought her i dont know where i would be today. I love her and wish i could sleep in her bed sometimes like i did when i was little. i love my family and they love me. =) 

The Need To Feed..By: Verin

The taste of it, it lingers. It tantilizes my taste buds. I love it, i want it, i need it more and more. The more i take the more they hurt. The hunger consumes me. The need to feed it fules my body and mind. I run i jump i kill my every find. Dont be scared dont be afraid thirst and the pain.  

Blood Tears..By: Skilyn

Im unhappy sad and dont know why. if there is a knight out there tonight would be the time. I need to fy away to an enchanted land. Where there are no tears in sight and happiness is all around. I cry and cry till my eyes start to bleed. But look now my arms are bleeding too. I cant sleep i cant eat. I miss the old me. But she is gone now. In the blood tears of the great red deep. 

About Me.....And the girls

My name is Shawna and im 23. I have Dissociative Identitiy Disorder. Currently at this time i have 9 other female's that come out from time to time and walk talk and do things through and in my own body.And when i come to i dont remember a thing that they have done. D.I.D. is the most severe form of multiple personality disorder there is out there. There have been cases of some people getting up to 100 to 200 diffrent (switches) or (alters) in there life time. Of coarse i wouldnt want that for myself but you cant ever stop a train from derailing when its already begun. In my case so far i only have women. In other cases the opposite sex meaning a female will get a male switch. There has been even been reported cases of people acting like animals or wild beasts. "switches" or "alters" have their own walk, way of speaking, gestures and diffrent way of presenting them selves. and believe me they all have their very own moods!  In these future blogs you will get to meet my switches up close and personal. Theres Lillith, Ski, Skilyn,Celyne,Ihs,Rayne,Verin,Jezebeth.And the 9th one has not said her name yet. Thats all 9 ladies. I hope you enjoy the intresting insite about me and them. Cause some of those girls can get pretty crazy! So sit back and enjoy.