I made a fool of myself tonight, a big fool. I don't even know why she would want me back. I broke her heart, I made her cry. We had planned for the future and I ruined it all. I asked her to be mine again, to start over. To show her the real grown up me. I will not stray. She will have my whole heart and I hers. I feel like a fool. Like I shouldn't have said a word. It looked like I got a blank stare. I feel so raw, like I could cry, I must be a fool.
This blog documents the feelings of all of my 12 alters.
Sunday, March 18, 2012
Gratification By: Verin
I hid in the backseat. Waited for her to come out of the club. As she got it into her car and settled in, I could smell the alcohol coming off her in waves. My hands covered in black gloves, I quickly grabbed her face and covered her mouth. With my knife in one quick motion I cut her throat. As I did, I felt the blade slide through her flesh and felt the warmth on my glove. As she gasped for air I watched as the blood squirted on to the windshield. I breathed a sigh of gratification. I waited as she stopped moving and breathing. I got out of the car and walked effortlessly and satified.
Silver Moon By: Shawna
Raising my hands up to the sun. I feel the het. The sun soaking into my pores, it almost feels good as sex. When I bring my arms down I realize that I'm starting to burn. My skin is turning into ash. I watch as I'm slowly burning away. As I fall to my knees one last thought crosses my mind. We don't belong in the sun. We spend our time under the beautiful silver moon.
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